This probably illustrates everything I want out of a relationship.
I love teasing my lips over a woman’s neck. The way she grips me as I keep kissing, the gasps, the moans, yes, I love that.
I want to pour a thousand kisses into one, placed delicately in fevered lust upon your lips. I’ve felt the anticipation of your touch before I knew you existed, before you haunted my dreams and reality. I need to hold you in these hands and whisper the words I’ve longed to speak for the longest time. I want to tell you story and feel you react to every syllable. I want to lift you up and soar with you in amongst the clouds.
All from one kiss… a kiss of a passionate love… a kiss of my love.
I just want to hold you. To touch you and let my fingers absent-mindedly traverse your body. I want to feel you shiver as my fingers hover over your skin. To listen to your breath as you sigh and gasp. I want to take my time and explore your body. Tease your senses and massage your skin. I want to be closer to you, to learn you, teach me what you are and what you desire. Let me unlock the passions you have locked inside, let them overflow, let them spill out and soak me in your unbridled lust. Give yourself to my hands and I will give you every part of me without question!
It’s hard to put to words, what it feels like as my lips touch her neck gently. Her hands lightly dropped on my shoulders as I purr against her skin. Softly I leave little dappled kisses, dancing over her skin as her nails press into my skin. I can feel her quivering in my arms and a draft of breath escapes her. Every sigh is like a cool breeze as I massage her throat with my lips, caressing every inch. Her hands shake as her arms try to wrap me up, pulling me ever closer to her with every passing kiss. Melting into my grasp…
Could I? Could I just feel your warmth against me? Your soft skin beneath my fingers as I hold you close. I just want the soft thump of your heart as it tries to hug my own. I want to hear that sigh, that slow drawn out sigh as you let go of your worries and let my arms surround you, keeping you safe. Could I just lie there, listening to you breathing against my chest? Could I have you… please? Just for one night….
I just want you! I dream of having you! My lips on your body. Kissing you, caressing and exploring every inch of you. I need it, you’re like the very air in my lungs. Your very self drives me insane with lust. You have no idea what I wish I could do, to have you, to please you, hour upon hour of passionate lust poured out onto you. Would you like that, could you handle that!?
I see you laughing, happy in your storybook life. Ignorant to the grey days of years passed. She smiles in your arms, that bright, wondrous smile. A contagion of happiness that infects us all. Remember, though, that once beautiful smile was hidden from the world. Scared from sight by fear and loathing. Remember, as you hold her, she is a fragile creature. Treat her well and keep that smile shining, for if shade should eclipse her again it will be on your conscience, and we will all have lost something truly special.
Ever just let yourself soak up a moment? Wrapping my arms around her waist and hold her close. My chin on her shoulder as she tries to talk. My lips gently brush her neck as she gasps. Another swiftly follows as my fingers begin unclipping her buttons. Her head tilts backwards resting against my chest as she smiles at the sky. Smiles cross her lips as my hands roam over her tummy, frantically bumping against her breast as I disrobe her. My body never more than a few inches from hers. My lips ever present to her cheek, her neck, whispering "I love you’s" into her ear as she shivers feeling the hairs of my chest tickle her back. Beauty, vulnerability, innocence, freedom, trust, and love, all in a moment, briefly lighting your life and passing too quickly.
Strive for these moments, don’t dwell on failure because failure is only noticed by one, and that one is you.
If you could see inside my mind you might blush. You might find me scandalous and uncouth. You could find me alluring and devilishly fun. But there’s a part of me that I keep hidden, deep down inside of me. A part that longs for the soft purr of your breath as you sleep beside me. Holding back the yearning for how you snuggle in closer as I wrap my arm around you. Imagining how your skin would feel against my lips as I gently press them to your cheek and whisper “Good Morning”. Wanting to watch as your lips curl into that dazzling smile. A part of me that will admit to wanting more, admitting to deserving your love. A part that wishes it could tell you how I felt!